hear it play,

Sunday, November 15, 2009

lucky day

oh

and finally

i found my shoes!!

i didnt know it was so hard to find the shoes of my size-34

and also

to find one that i think it looks fine and suits my dress

oh

i am quite happy that i found the other stuff needed too

i think today is my luck day :]

haha

Saturday, November 14, 2009

oh,new post

hieee

i am here because gui say so..(erm..)

haha

it has been a long time since i update my blog again

firstly

i would like to thank all my friends for my birthday party thingy

and secondly

i went to the acs' carnival

it was quite okay

and tiring!

may be i shouldn't have wear that pair of shoes

it makes my feet so painful

anyways

i think their school is really big

and this kind of carnival is really special

and the p.e. teacher is a hot guy(shy..)

thirdly

i got to meet one of my primary school friend after the carnival-Chris!

She has become prettier (shy..)

ohoh and we didnt feel akward:]

we went to bugis

and it was great

she said that she may not be coming back to singapore

so there might not be a time we can meet after she flys to australia

oh and about this

i am so glad that she wants to meet up with me

and forthly,

i wanted to change a new blog

but i think i will just stay with this one for the time being

i will definitely change another one

and i will tell u girls dont worry

haha

that's all here

gui remember to send me the photos

i blog because of them haha

Saturday, September 26, 2009

tough year

o level art paper 1

it's over

i think some of them really feel relieve

while some are not

including me.

i think i've done badly for both

prework and final work

i guess i cannot get my a2 for it already

anyways

now that it is over

i really want to focus on my other subjects

both of my maths have deteriorate

while for humanities

the same old thing

section a for geo and ss i cannot make it

last but worst my english

with the grade i am getting now

i do not even think about passing it in o level

two more weeks later

o level paper 2 is coming up

another problem for me too

this year is a tough year

i think i will miss it very much when it is over

hahaha

Saturday, August 1, 2009

AEP

went to city hall

with wip,doll,gui,su'and may today

it has been an exciting day

i've not been going out since mid yr

i found it different to go out with them

rather than with my other friends

i think we enjoyed spending time together

i hope there will be a next time_

back to the city hall

i saw great things there

especially the video,mix media and painting

well,of course

i flip through the book illustrations

and i understand the flow and harmony

that mr lee was talking about

all thanks to ms chia

she reminded me to visit the exhibition

and through this

i get to spend time with my lovely friends_

after the AEP

some of them decided to go home

and lastly left gui and i

we'd a talk in the foodcourt

we've talked over lots of things

and for art

she came to the conclusion

that i'm not doing art for myself

i'm doing it where mr lee wants it to be

at the same time

she told me about this 'skill'

that she'd long discovered from me

and i'm really glad to hear that

i realise there is something

that i've to work out for myself

i do not know if i can do it in this short time

and do not know if i'm prepared for it

guess i can't keep thinking about it over

got to try for once perhaps

mr lee's way of pushing us forward

may not be the best

but i think it did help in another way

though i still find that

i can't take it any longer anytime

when he gives setback

i tend to escape from it sometimes

i know i will have to face it in the end

but i got to get myself ready first

this is my way_

there is this kind of people on the world

i don't like the way when they express themselves

but guess like i've to adapt to it

so that i can proceed on_

Friday, July 31, 2009

truth

Art art and art

it's not fun after all for o level

after thought

i found that i somehow regret taking art

it's so hard to take criticism from anyone

i've been getting less and less confident

if i'd not taken it as a subject

i will be happy with myself

happy about what i will be doing

and happy about being stupid

mr lee had actually introduced

a lot of things about art to us

i'm greatful about that

however

i don't want to be exposed to those things yet

i rather continue to live in my own world

it's happier that way

really.

Friday, July 3, 2009

let the body rest XD

OMG，

cant believe the prelim for art is over

haha_

i really feel relieved

after passing up the pre.works

and

i hugged my friendsXD_

it is a great way to express myself

how thankful i was

for their help_

even though

i still did not manage to finish it

i feel better this time round

because i can feel something

something that connects

me and my work

that i have never felt this way before_

moreover

i feel the encouragement

from teachers too

not only for art

but other sujbects as well

it really drives me

and i felt that i should work hard for that

so as not to disappoint them

and myself_

it was really tiring

for me to work all the way

without having enough sleep

for these days

but

i enjoyed the process

when i was doing my art

and it felt so good after submission_

Friday, June 19, 2009

last strength

how scary to see the count down!!

it's 12 days left!!

my plan is__

finish all the pre. work by this coming sunday,

despite i've not done most of the school holiday homeworks..

i think the 3 days camp is really useful,

many of my friends had helped me

and encouraged me to be more confident.

now,i have more faith in myself to finish it,

all thanks to them!

i shall not fail their trust and be sorry to myself.

i believe i can do it!!!!

and i believe, all my friends can do it too!!!

during the camp,

mr lee showed us varies ted talks.

and i totally agree with what Tony Robbins has said:

All personal breakthroughs begin with a change in beliefs.

other than that,

he also said something about the decision.

everyone has to make decisions,

and i think,

what really matters is

how strong the mind to achieve the decision

that you have made.